I stare at the envelope
She would be 96 years old now
Not one to browse the obituaries
I rarely read the papers anymore
I wonder
Is she still alive?
And if she is how is she?
There are vestiges of her
Around my home
The ugly yellow outdoor carpet
Screw holes from plant hangers
A grab rail in the bathroom
And the residue of adhesive
Shapes of flowers
Slip savers
That come forth in the wet tub
I stare at the return address
There were many of them this year
This one New Jersey
And as I scrawl RTS across her old address
Now mine
I think the people re-receiving this post
Do they wonder RIP?