With Apologies That Is the Question

Give me a bone here

I deserve so much more

Than you can ostensibly give

Living me in the lurch

You are such a jerk

Yet I love you so, why?

You will never know who you are

But will always know what you are

Can you see how that can get to me

You go through all the right motions

From time to time

You even go through all the right emotions

From time to time

And then you disappear

Where do you actually go

Is it me, why do I think it is me

I bare myself to you

You can only be bare to me

Exposed and hidden

Indisposed

Where are you and why

What are you and why

You can be loved

Yet me frustrated cannot be loved the same

And yet you can love

It is all so unfair

The toll such a great fare

Is the price worth it

You cannot say can you

Only I can

On the spot out out foul spot

Not fair to you

Not fair to me

Knowing me knowing you

Is it worth it

Can I live with it


I have missed you!