April 27, 2013

River and Osborne NW


He’s a drunk
He’s an addict
Always seem spat to me
As if this is a current state of affairs
It would seem many in my life know him
All too well
Yet not at all in his today
A serenade to life as we enter and exit the commission
“He’s a drunk”
Then we walk by with arm-loads of liquor and he asks for none
“He’s an addict”
Jitterbugs with coffee and cigarettes and he asks for none
Only good music for voluntary money
Come see me at the Pyramid man
The show will be great
And buy my CD, how come you never buy my CD
You know why.
I am saying good-bye
When man?
When the man says I can man.
He always holds my hand longer than is normally comfortable
Peering into the depths of each soul
Our pools of stories crossed time and again
Life is good, I’ve come from bottom
And I love myself
When you finally say good-bye I will know it
But we will always be connected here last of all
At the heart
At this corner

April 24, 2013

Dining at the Eureka


… or the California
… or the White Rose
… or the Occidental
… or the New Occidental
your choice really, it all depends on your era.

I met Jesus here once
He had stepped outside for a smoke
And you will excuse my vernacular
But a bunch of Indians were hounding him
Got a cigarette man?
Hey Jesus, give me a light
And then they left
Jesus did his 40 days on Main Street
Over in 40 seconds

And now I am back
A mistrusting soul here to barter
A piece of my treasure
For cash
Perhaps the buyer has remorse
Or as I prefer to think, is an inconsiderate asshole
I’m not feeling in a conciliatory mood.

The windows are keeping me entertained.
One is a parlor
Perhaps a brothel
An antique lamp
Red adornments
A book and glass on the table
You can imagine a smoky room
Illicit meetings between married men
And beguiling women who thrill and frighten at once
And on the window
In Sharpie, the words
“New West”, a tiny well-penned scrawl

Beyond in the seating area I can see a book
Who is Jean Crawley I wonder
The title and remaining cover hidden

The window on the left features
A very skinny wooden polar bear
With a head that looks more like a dog
Poised on hind legs
Arms menacingly forward
Face in a growl
Disarmed by the sombrero on his head
Who could ever take a polar bear in a sombrero seriously?
To his left is a hat rack
With a life vest hung on a hook
Probably there because this skinny polar bear hasn’t enough fat to keep him buoyant in the cold arctic oceans.
And the Sharpie message: “Please Help Me”
Skinny hungry looking polar bear
Skinny hungry locals
Makes sense… help me; apt.

The door trips me in.
It always has
It sticks and there is a slight rise
Into a dark closet of a vestibule
That, on a bright day renders blindness
And warmth.

The second door, a mere width from the first
Beckons me into this simple loved place

She greets me, the owner does
Seated there with customers
Grabs my arm on the way in
No words, just a halt, a glance into each other’s faces
Friendly smile, a squeeze of welcome.
I wish I knew her other than by face and name
Friendly enough

Her establishment is sandwiched
Between an OSB floor, varnished,
Chips brought out in haphazard relief
Grey where exposed.
And a ceiling, designed to look antique
A faux metal décor printed
On pealing paper where the tub in the rooms above have over flown from a drunk down on his luck man, to leak his nature to this space below.
The lights old chandeliers, scrolled old wood with candelabra bulbs
Yellowed by age.

A dull pallor upon the eating parlor;
Thinks eye.

Are you here for our breakfast?
An overly cheery voice renders my first thought:
Fuck-off, you overly cheery first thing in the morning bugger.
But my ever-proper voice catches his infection:
Coffee please, and something simple, a sticky roll maybe.
We have no rolls or buns but I will bring you something good, you can trust me that believe me.
And I do, there is no choice, at least I feel he leaves me none.

Sit there he points
Compliant I do
I have no glasses so can’t read the old books nor the magazines
He fills a mug half way with the last of the coffee.
A fresh pot is brewing.
The pictures on the wall invite scrutiny
They belong in a Montréal or New York Deli
Jewish women in a nosh
Dispensing advice unknown
One overly portly lady has me fascinated
Her belly in tight clothes hanging beyond her middle
A victim of gravity and knishes and oils and fish
Her face a mess of make-up
Hair a colored scramble
Pushing age back, and losing badly.

This place is filled, two rows of tables
Lining the walls beneath the eyes of Jews
Eat eat eat, enjoy
And all tables are filled save one
A sole table between the rows, right near the register
Why? one wonders

The coffee is good.  Warm for a cold day.
My meeting will not show
Sigh.
And he comes with more brew, my trusted server
And a small square plate
Modern in dimension and appearance
Out of place with the theme (?) of this place
Yet appropriate
Two fresh orange slices and a half a strawberry
I hope someone enjoys the other non-leafy half
And…
Two full slices of cinnamon toast
Swirls of sprinkled spice and brown sugar
Fried in butter
Light and perfect with black coffee
And destined to turn a foul mood better.

Happy!

And a happy couple trips through the door
A new born in a carrier
Bundled and hidden.
She greets them, the owner does
Seated there with her customers
Grabs mother’s arm on the way in
No words at first, just a halt, a glance into each other’s faces
Friendly smile, a squeeze of welcome
And she takes the baby.
And my trusted server comes from the kitchen
And he goo’s over the baby.
And she shows the baby to each and every customer
He, sound asleep.
Oblivious to the world he has just charmed.

I met Jesus again here
A child that day.
He granted me peace
His peace he gave me.
And I broke bread
With butter and cinnamon and sugar
And warm black strong coffee.

And it was a glorious day.



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April 20, 2013

sweet dreams


did you nod off?
he asks,

as if she would answer
from all these miles.

his love reaches
to her bedside,
a mind cast beside her.
this shared moon shines
passionate lunar kisses to her face.
peace he finds there
and his heart is glad,
for though she is far
she and he
are always near.

April 17, 2013

Choice


This is where my heart is
This is where I’m home
This is where the bridge is
Between spirits here and there
I stand here and look at you
Pride and love and joy
The life you bring
To this once lonely man
A gift from God
And I turn and look forward
Pride and love and joy
The life you bring
To this once lonely man
A gift from God
This is where the bridge is
Joining lives and loves
Across a wide expanse
Shared across us all
I stand solid for you as one
No choice of life is needed
My greatest gifts of all
You are where my heart is
You are where I’m home 

April 13, 2013

Catch Me


Stepping out onto the platform
No net
The gravity hits me
Faith
God, I pray
I place myself into your care
That you have placed me here
With all intentions
To make good in this world
Your servant
And then reticence
Watching the fluid motion
Back then forth
Knowing I must
For living exists there.
Afraid of the unknown
From the comfort of the staid
I leap into the sky
This non-acrobat
Releasing to all
Catch me I breathe
I have passed my trust to you.

March 29, 2013

Holy Days


Stuck within the die
Rattled
Never certain
The numbers will shake
To where?
Random dots
Dark on light
Revealed to luck
Or misfortune
Encapsulated
Escape
Choose a number
Push aside a pip
          Pass to the table
                    Stuck within a bottle
                    Engaged
                    Never certain
                    Solace found in forget
                    To where?
                    Random thoughts
                    Memories in light
                    That was good
                    Now misfortune
                    Self loathing
                    Escape
                    Choose your life
                    Push aside the glass
                              Pass to the table
                                        Stuck within this pipe
                                        Suppressed
                                        Never certain
                                        Lost in a haze
                                        To where?
                                        Random pain
                                        Lost light in dark
                                        Fond memory
                                        Messed fortune
                                        Emasculated
                                        Escape
                                        Reveal the good
                                        Set aside the unnatural
                                        And pass to the table

So rise from the death in your life
Stand upon this tableau and reveal
The truth of our existence
The existential normal needs your faith
And the faith of all humanity
Your resurrection an example to us all
Who suffer such personal profound pain
This is not a religious experience
This is your pious duty to you
That integral piece of a communal kind
To show the holiest of days
Is the day we become together wholly










March 16, 2013

Death Sentence

Red coats forward
Willingly, begrudging acceptance
A marched straight line
The owners taking aim
From safety of the blind
Obedience to the shareholders
Coerced by needless necessity
Societally impressed, marketed
To the soul ragged drones
Hungered and destitute.
Reasoned then we volunteer
Wracking our bodies
Numbing our minds
For existence of what
For what?
Ten minutes of play with our children.
The deteriorating love of our spouse.
We the artists martyred
By our choices
To be punks in the machines
For bad food and obesity
For a speedy rush
To a small piece of real estate
Ad nauseous
A resting place
The reward
For what?
Time eternal ethereal waits
It can be stopped
And memory made