August 18, 2012

Requiem Retaliate



What madness awaits within these walls
The throngs convinced of need uncertain
A hive of activity to gain
Inactive uncertain outcomes
Economy built and thrust down
On the weight of mass folly
Convinced our duty to our nation
Lays solely upon the quota
Of a need unneeded
Lemmings all
Driven to consumption by politicos
In mad belief of our way of life
A furious blend of layer upon layer
Systematically designed to hail a winner
For which there must be equal or perhaps greater losers
This simple orb of ours
Will mythically sustain this forever
So long as someone loses
So long as someone suffers
And that someone is over there
Ha!
You shall all lose says the orb
Except for I
For it will be upon your corpse
That I shall renew
That those who have slain themselves
Have built upon my richness
And created earthly wealth again
You, driven by inexorable selfish desire
To consume
From me
From those not of your stature
We shall rise you know
Me the earth
Them the meek
We seek only fair balance
A distribution of the bounty I can provide to you all
Eschew these shops, the madness of this mall
Seek that only that is truly a need
Find warmth in the beauty of my scene
Seek comfort in the company of your friends
Share your art to the betterment of you all
Make love in companionship in friendship
Dream a future for your children
The greatest blessing of all
A sign your life may carry on
Should you wish it
Should I see your wish true
Should I grant your wish
The balance of your stock
Your mercantile trade
A meeting of need
A sharing of this wealth
Provide to me only that which is beautiful
And I shall provide to you all that is bountiful
Simple and balanced
I now can only hope 

August 15, 2012

Slap


Slap

Unexpected
From left field
Contentment to wondering

I hate you… slap

Really

What did I do again to deserve your derision?

Slap
Slap

The mute sits uninspired
The deaf reclines to the unknown
The blind cocks to curiosity

And we all aspire to own our own.
Lost to be the lone.

August 05, 2012

Dear Kith




Contrary to considered truth I am still here.  The concern over my disappearance is long in truth and full of self-deception as I attempted to recluse myself.  I am aware again.  How do we indeed know if we are truly there, or not, unless we are truly aware?  I am of course aware but the reality is there is no clue within the playground.  The recreation grounds are in fact a mass of exploration forming thoughts, nay concepts, of the humanity I wish I were.

A dichotomy.

Love and friendships have been eluding me Kith.  As you are well aware I give of myself freely but very selectively.  My muse comes in, counsels me, and then abandons me to, well, me.  How can one realistically live a temporary existence?  I do want to hold but most assuredly want you all to live and love free.  Do I control too much?  Do I live the delusion of something far too powerful to understand?

Confusion reigns doesn’t it?  Tell me Kith, how is it you are able to put up with me when you do.  I love you for it.  And of course am confused when you depart.  Thank you for grounding me Kith.  Your patience with me presents me with reality.  My eyes are opened, reopened to all the wonder in this universe.  The small become amazing.  Childhood is nothing less than life itself.  And trust is this truly wondrous gift.

I am approaching the latter stages of set Kith.  The next will overwhelm me soon.  I want you to know dear Kith I draw inspiration from you all days.  Without you I am only an entity.  I hope to continue to share the journey with you Kith.  I would want it no other way.

With love, with respect, and truly,

n.

July 27, 2012

Wired Indifference



Sometimes
You have to give a man a chance
To trust what he does not know
Yet

Top floor please
I don’t know why
But I really need to see from there
From on high
Pompous bastard they may call me
But understand
I need to understand
I know I do not know
And it disturbs me
You know

So there you have it yes
Feeling nothing
No laughter
No pain
No love
Snippets of stuff
Enter this ether
And manifest in that
This indifferent mind
Believes it should be
      And could be
     
To let it happen
To open this tin heart
This golden road
To have what you have
      Could it be
      Could I see
Too

Sadly the lift drops again
Grounded in reality
Wired indifference
Renders itself
A soul in the world
Loving the real
Wishing nay hoping
For a place
The connection
The connected

July 15, 2012

Magnitude


The absurdity of it all
Why is it I cannot I fall
From this orb
The tentacles of gravity
Pull and claw
The presence of reality
Lost in what
A relationship
A tragedy
Of what making
Responsibility
Pure crap!
Alone again naturally
Why don’t I get it
Why can’t they get it?

You,
You are unique dearest friend
And loved
I reach out for you
And ask
Where are you?
Can we pull each to each?
Comfort in company
Relive the foibles
And live the life
Of misunderstood creatures
What a state of what, ends